But yet the things that i have done (example: scream like a maniac) that they have so wonderfully copied are a complete reflection on me. I hear my children talk to each other the way i speak to people. With attitude and sarcasm. Side note...Sarcasm means tearing at ones flesh. I don't want that for my children. I want them to be loving, gentle, caring people. People who have respect for other people. Women who care and have mercy.
So again today i fall down on my knees and ask forgiveness and i am lifted only by the grace that has been given to me. I am forgiven. I will forgive. I am loved so i will love