Emotions

I know God created men and women different for a reason but seriously couldn't he have given the women a break???
I mean we have the wonderful friend that comes to visit once a month! That in itself should be enough right??? But then on top of that we have child birth! Which even if you use the wonderful drugs it still isn't fun. Not to mention pregnancy itself. I'm not a fan of it.
We have body issues. Constantly thinking about what we can work on. The make up. The hair. The shoes and clothes obsession. The need to always look nice for our men.
But to top all of that we are emotional!!!
Seriously....God you couldn't have given us a break????

Baby envy

It might be something in the air, but i have serious baby envy.
I don't think i have ever had baby fever. When i got pregnant with Jocelyn it was a surprise. With Callie i got pregnant so fast that i didn't really have time to desire another baby.

Last year after my miscarriage I didn't have the desire to start again. I didn't want to be pregnant again or to have another baby. Now that its been almost a year I'm feelin the baby thing again.
I am craving that romance of a new baby. That baby smell and the tiny socks and bottles everywhere.

with all that i cannot believe that my girls are so BIG!!! Callie is 3 and Jocelyn is almost 6! when did they get bigger? when did the change from tinny little things to big girls? Do i really not have any diapers to be changed in my house??????